2016 Families / Year in Review

While family sessions don't make up much of my yearly work, they definitely help push my creativity and keep my heart in a good place. I know how fast kids grow up. I have three of my own. I see them grow and mature and my heart breaks. I want to keep them forever young, but also love watching them learn and grow up into such inspiring humans. Its a miracle I love documenting with photography. 

So, here's a post I wasn't going to share, but I'm just so proud of these images and thankful for the families who could've spent this money in a different way or decided to forego photos all together. But, you didn't. You invited me into your life, for a brief time. In return, hopefully I gave you something you'll cherish for a long time.  

Thank You.  

2016 / Year in Review

Thank you to everyone who helped make 2016 such an inspiring and rewarding year for me and my family. You have been my biggest fans and strongest support. You've left amazing reviews for me and I didn't even have to ask. You have gushed over your photos and brought tears to my eyes. Your transparency in front of a camera is an honor to witness and I'm left searching for words to describe my thankfulness. 

My clients have been amazing and I consider most good friends. Not just amazing, but a breath of fresh air and fuel for my bones. Looking through the tens of thousands of photos from the past year gave me such tremendous satisfaction and happiness. I love how photographing people is such a joint effort. Its humbling and exciting and I felt inspired in 2016. Couples invited me along to some great destinations and mixing in a little travel was extremely rewarding. I shot more film, in various formats, this year than any previous year and was left wanting to use it more. I had an amazing assistant (Josiah) all year, and what a blessing he was during such a busy season. 2016 was full. Maybe too full. But, its exactly what it needed to be and I'm so grateful. 

2016 was also a year of firsts for me, in a way. After 6 years of pursuing this, it was my first complete year being a full time photographer. I must say, it was eye opening how much time I spent not doing photography, even though it was my busiest year to date. It seemed for every hour I was actually behind a camera, I spent 5 behind a computer. I'm still wrestling with how to handle this moving forward, because I was burnt out by the Fall. I'm realizing, in order to continue this as a sole job, I need to change some things and learn how to say no.. This will be really hard for me. Especially when its saying no to some really amazing jobs and people. I don't desire a crazy, rockstar, photography life. I really just want to faithfully document the people who come my way. I want to be around my family more. I want to have time with them and with friends and enjoying other pursuits in my life. To be honest, I haven't fully processed what 2016 meant to me and how to move forward into 2017. We sold a home, moved, and are currently completely remodeling a new one and my attention has been pulled in so many directions already, I'm still feeling a little burnt out from it all. 

To my 2017 clients and future clients who have yet to reach out...Its gonna be an amazing year. I'm beyond excited for you and that you've chosen to invite me into your life. Looking back has helped motivate me for 2017 and beyond and it'll be an absolute honor to document part of your life this year. One frame at a time. 

-Ryan    

         

100 year anniversary. A friends family cabin.

Most people born and/or growing up in Minnesota and Wisconsin have, or because of family, will soon have, a cabin of some variety. Its almost a given. Its such a unique culture. Around Minneapolis and St. Paul, Summer and Fall weekends are typically full with Friday afternoon commutes (cabins are usually north from the cities, but not always) to the lake (most cabins are settled on some form of water...this is the land of 10,000 yah, know.) for a sort of unplugging and rejuvenation that is only found away from the hustle and bustle of work and city life. A weekend full of activities; fishing, boating, adventuring, bonfires, yard games, cooking for family and friends, soaking up the sun, reading a book and reminiscing about how cold and long the previous Winter had been. Churchgoers often skip the Sunday service during these months for added cabin time. It becomes THE place of worship and of utmost importance. I mean, if you own a cabin, there are only a handful of months to enjoy it. I don't say any of this sarcastically or as an accusation. I'm simply stating what I've observed (as an outsider of sorts). If you aren't from around here or are from around here but find yourself cabin-less, the culture can seem profoundly elite. Not the people, necessarily, but the necessity to follow the masses every weekend. Its just not easy to break in, personally,  without a lot of money. Most of the properties have been snatched up and will stay within families forever. 

I was born in Wisconsin but moved around a lot during my childhood having a parent in the military. As a result, I didn't "grow up" in this cabin culture and upon moving back to the Midwest, while in high school, quickly appreciated friends with cabin's. I spent a lot of my late teens and twenties visiting and enjoying friends' cabin's. So much so, now that I'm older, with kids, to not have Summer's filled with such great outings has had a negative affect on me. Friends have moved away and weekend work fills my Summer and Fall calendar. In all honesty, I am a bit of a hypocrite, though. My mother's side does own land, with a cabin of sorts, on a lake. But, its of the minimalist variety (which I really LOVE). Often, it seems more work than pleasure to have the family spend time there. That all may change as the kids get older (I can only hope) and maybe the thought of using an outhouse, pumping our own water, not swimming in the lake (for various reasons), bringing food that doesn't require refrigeration, and going without essential amenities us city folk are used to will be replaced by the quiet, simple enjoyment of each other and our surroundings, which seem uninteresting at first (mainly for the kids) but end up being a sort of balm only applied by time in a place such as this. 

This specific entry is about my afternoon spent with some old college friends, while they celebrated 100 years in their cabin's life. There was talk of redeveloping the site, because its just time. But, before that happens they wanted someone to come document friends and family and the cabin itself. I was elated at the opportunity and found the experience to be just what I needed in the midst of wedding season. Thank you Erin and Peter, for having me out and letting me document such a meaningful place for so many people.  

For those of you who made it through my initial ramblings, I've included a few photos of our own little plot of land in Northern WI. I love the modest, un-impactful way it fits into its surroundings and immediately brings me back to a simpler (technology wise) and less distracted time. Hope I see you again, next year, dear friend.          

"The Shack"